Saturday, March 22, 2008
okay .
let's start !
haha .
hmm .
wed .
my voice .
damn damn damn nice lahh .
& of c0z , sexy !
LOL .
kip out of tune wen t0k de .
had pe .
talked t cher .
i said ; cher , my voice veh nice hor ..
cher ; ya .
me ; veh man rite .
cher ; ya . very sexy oso .
me ; ya l0r . you jealous ahh ? jealous my voice so man & sexy .
cher ; ya ya .
me ; thn y0u must eat mor vinegar ehh .
cher ; okay , i will .
LOL .
cher soooo funny can !
thn had match agn lahh .
stupid frisbee .
haha .
bt t0day we veh gd luhh .
our luck bahh i cn say .
d0nt kn0w why .
wen practising .
we found out we quite gd tt day .
thn we won both matches :D
was geog , lit & sci .
lit i neh do h/w agn ==!
sci blah .
forgot .
okay .
my dad went t th h0spital .
t hav an operation de .
budden last step cnt d0 .
c0z go scan all that .
thn d0c say th thnq they want to 'dian si' is veh near t 'da dong mai' .
LOL .
idk wat's da dong mai luhh D:
so anw .
is veh veh veh dangerous luhh .
so din operate .
doc said ony 50-50 .
thn oso th d0c had ony 3 cases lyk dis for th past 10 years .
den my dad say ; den all die lahh ? [ he was joking luhh ]
doc ; no lah . all success , survive .
haha .
stupid father .
dis tym stil cn joke .
so conclusion ; din operate . bt nd go bak nxt thurs scan agn .
thurs ;
GAHH !
going mad soon luhh .
RAWR``
hmm .
tday bag soo heavy lahh .
c0z thurs wan is lydat de lahh .
lit ;
din pass up my h/w.
cher d0ntkn0w.
i din tel .
intend t handup all on mon.
stupid me luhh . [ my url ]
neh tel cher reason .
why late hand in .
neh mind lahh .
math ;
damn diff lahh .
i'm going crazy soon luhh .
sci ;
azlan teach teach .
i got listen kay !
did wb .
i n0e hw do majority lor .
ony few qns dont know .
bt all i n0e de . is find tb de D:
i not independant lahh ==!
hmec ;
cher ask wan hand in coursework .
today or mon .
of coz mon lahh .
haha .
did wb .
thn asked hu wan donate .
had t get $50 that day mah .
chi ;
Zzz ...
cher so unreasonable lahh .
i was juz using my fingernails to 'torture' myself c0z bored mahh .
thn she ask wat i doing ==!
shud ask finn wat .
she making shoelace sehh .
no offence ahh , mummy .
juz bushuang that mdm chan ony .
den ask me ans qns .
i n0e th ans de lah .
thn c0z she was asking wat i doing .
i sae ; nth ah .
thn c0z she ask th qns tgt .
thn idk which wan she asking .
so ans th first qns first rite .
i say ; nth lahh [agn]
thn she say ; wat nth . i ask you wat th passage toking bout , you say nth .
thn she go ask alicia .
wth .
i n0e th ans wan lahh .
is that she ask tgt .
thn idk wan ans which mah .
idiot lahh !
after sku .
went meet guides .
thn went ard asking for donations .
c0z haven $50 lahh !
thn went t attack tchers .
3 zhong biao .!
mrs you , ms wang & mrs li :D
they're soooo nice lahh !
haha .
hmm .
thn i went give ms ang powerpt thnq oso .
& report .
thn said cn mon not .
c0z no contect pg etc .
so yeapp .
took bak .
mon handing in :D
thx uhh .
3pm .
went meet jan .
she's late .
xD
okay .
thn she change her mind , ask us fall in outside guides den oso .
& gave us a sheet of fullscap .
wan us follow that .
wth wth wth .
RAWR!
slacked til ard 4.30 jiu went off sku with mel sam & val .
in sku nth t do mahh .
den scared dad reach hm b4 me .
c0z idk if he's okay & cn leave hospital not mahh .
den at sku .
c np march .
c band .
thn after that alicia wan leave le ,
so went canteen .
take bag .
actually wan leave .
den saw darlingS :D
he ask me donate oso .
c0z he bb oso hav de mahh .
haha .
but i din of c0z .
i got money i donate to mine first lahh .
then chat chat .
sam mummy said got val mei de pic outside library .
haha .
so went t c .
was at cca open hse de luhh .
ony her side view lahh .
muz take full face mahh !
stupid cam man :x
okok .
went bak canteen .
toktok .
jiu 4.30 .
thn went off .
missed bus agn .
coz pei mummy wait for her bus .
& summor gt alot ppl mahh ..
thn stupid lah !
i no ezlink mahh .
i lost .
thn haven make coz i no money lah .
thn using coins .
was so unlucky t hav met a 'bad' uncle .
hu wants t chek ezlink de .
thn i said lost .
he say muz go make .
i sae i noe lah .
obviously rite .
idiot .
den so fierce wan !
BLEAH !
i wan sue u ah !
:x
went hm .
dad alr at hm .
was thinking .
omg .
die .
he sure ask why stay all that .
but he din !
i went t bathe.
came out .
nth happen :D
wen dinner time ,
he ask why stay agn .
i say is coz flag thnq .
thn he say ; senior ask agn de lah ?
i diam diam .
GAHH !
i hate hym lah !
evrytym lydat wan .
fri ;;
went t my waigong's hse .
c0z he sick mahh .
he went thailand .
thn gt fever .
few days haven okay .
thn went to visit him .
he was so muc beta le :D
takecare uhh waigong!
went there sit sit few hrs .
raining sehh summor .
thn started t miss ppl D:
went off , reached hm .
found out couz came .
& my maid neh cor us t tel us lahh !
wth .
was so sorry luhh .
thn dey neh cor us b4 that oso D:
if not we'll rush bak :D
haha .
thn reach hm 4+ going 5 le .
was thinking .
hw gd if i'm at hm .
i cn do my h/w lahh .
my mum lor . say sit sit awhile ony .
thn sit for few hrs .
RAWRR ``
if not i'll have finish mor of my h/w le l0r !
den i went t rest .
thn do h/w .
dinner time .
no one woke up .
c0z parents slping .
thn i & mei eat first .
bt i cn say it was stil early lah .
6pm .
wth .
so early .
we mostly eat ard 7pm .
i n0e why maid cook so early lah .
c0z every sat go couz eat .
children all eat at 6pm de .
did a lil h/w .
watch tv .
went t slp .
tday !
hmm.
woke up .
on com .
went toilet .
called dad .
got scolding D:
so sad cn .
totally spoil my mood .
i was feeling okay luhh .
thn he scold le .
so emo .
its juz my small hand writing wat .
it wun affect my results .
it wun do anythnq t me .
it has no harmful effects lahh !
its juz small handwriting & you all r lyk toking bout it as if it's so serious .
exams i promise i wun write so small lah .
sch work .
at least let me hav sum of th things i wan can .
do you all know that she's so damn irritating ?
she doesnt treat me as her elder sister .
she doesnt respect me , doesnt respect th maid .
Not because i'm siding th maid or what .
but th truth is that you all r pampering her too much .
I took care of her when you all ask me to .
I bought sweets for her using my own savings to make her happy , or for no reasons .
I pity her at times when you all scolds her .
Last time you all would use th cane at her too ;
but now ? juz using ur mouths to scold her .
& do you think she cares ?
NO !
she continues all her bad habits .
not listening to th maid ,
not listening to me ,
even not listening to both of you .
she acts as if she's a guai kia in front of relatives .
& when she's at hm , especially whn both of u r not in ,
she's lyk .
a devil .
she actually scolds me , talk bak t me .
she gives me attitude !
cn you believe it ?
she's my sister ? r u sure ?
why is my sister lyk dis ?
i n0e diff ppl hav diff habits , diff char .
d0 y0u n0e she changed al0t ?
not lyk th cute lil sister that i once had .
she's becum so .
wtf .
i tried to do thnqs that cud please her ,
let her listen t me ,
all that .
i tried .
bt i cud'nt change her .
she doesnt listen t me .
she's juz so unreasonable .
so wht if you're th youngest ?
so wht if you're my sister ?
so wht if you're just primary one ?
so wht if you hav parents backing you up ?
I DONT GIVE A DAMN .
YOU'RE JUST A SMALL LITTLE GIRL THAT I CAN JUST HIT YOU ON TH FACE .
idc seriously .
you're no sister of mine .
mayb i rote all dis because i'm in a bad mood .
bt wat i said is tru .
everythnq i ask you t do , you just turn a deaf ear on me .
i n0e i cnt order you ard .
bt all dese r just .
basics .
basic thnqs i cn ask u t d0 .
&wtf r u giving me ?
i really hate you , idiot .
ur hair is so messy that i feel lyk shaving bald for you .
its so messy .
& i juz cnt stand my parents .
they just .
pamper her .
& they dont know that .
they scold her .
so wht ?
they even took the cane out last time to hit her .
bt nw ?
she's even worse , bt you all just scold only .
do you think she will change ?
probably its because i'm in a bad mood that i scolded her .
budden .
seriously thinking , do you think she's alright now ?
there was once she was really rude t th maid .
its not that i'm having gd ties with th maid that i side thm .
to tell you th truth , i dont like my maid too .
its juz rachil that's close to me .
i scolded her .
juz because she's rude t th maid .
you're there too .
you noe hw rude she is .
you saw & heard hw i scolded her .
& you scolded me ?!
she's in th rong being so rude t th maid .
you said th maid was in th rong ?
no i dont tink so !
you all cn juz continue to pamper her & if she bcums sumone else nxt tym.
dont ever come & scold me .
i'm NOT in th rong .
i'm juz helping my sister .
to become a better person .
to not make others dont like her .
i tried t help you , tried t get along with you , but i cnt .
i just got scoldings from you .
a younger person thn me .
wht m i thn ?
i'm just a nobody in this home you call ?
it doesnt seem or feel like a home to me .
its just a place for me to sleep .
not even having proper slp .
its a place wher i cnt even have wat i wan ,
cnt do wat i wan t do .
how i wish i could leave this place .
if i had that capability , i would .
trust me .
byes .
JIAYAN`