Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Haiya , damn fcuked up nuw .
Kena scolded agn .
WTFish lahhs .
Cn you get th facts right before scolding ?
Are you getting over sensitive ?
I'm alr a person who knws wht i'm doing , knw wht is right or wrong .
Do you have to do this ?
Just one sentence from her & you're like .
Scolding me ?
You didnt even bother to find out wht's going on .
So wht if i cnt wakeup in th morning ?
I still woke up in th end right ?
Wht's bothering you tht i wake up ltr compared t last time ?
I pig wht, cnt ah .
Hais , idk lahhs .
So crap cn, this family .
Suck like hell .
I dont understand la , is thr a need t really confiscate my phone for th night ?
Let's put this aside .
& talk about going out .
Tht day . I knw i tell you all i 'm going out til 4+ , 5. lydat .
Bt reached hm ard 7+ instead .
Tht's my fault .
I knw .
Bt , i wanted to go out til like .
At night ?
Just after dinner will do . I dont nd it to be late at night .
& th thnq is , you dont let .
It's after EOY alr lah , please .
It's not like . Mid yr or wht okay .
Told you i wn go arcade or go walkwalk after movie .
& your reaction was like .
' huh, wht arcade , finish watching come hm lah . '
Eh , suck lah , you knw anot .
Go out movie thn come bck.
You thnk wht ? I always go out ?
Excuse me lah , i one yr , go out for hw many times only .
Look at other ppl , their parents are like . more open .
I dont nd you to change alot, but at least .
Let me have more freedom of my own cn ?
Tht's all i ask for .
I'm alr FOURTEEN la .
I knw , i'm still young to you .
Bt , look at wht century is this lahs .
The world changes okay .
So cn you let go more ?
It sucks being controlled .
Having t turn dwn my friends' offers to go out , th feeling isn't nice .
It's like .
I always have to tell thm tht my parents dont let .
Nuw , i dont even nd t tell thm.
Thy alr knw tht i'm those tht cnt go out .
Turning thm dwn makes me feel so paiseh cn .
Everytime thy ask me , my ans is always a cnt .
Trust .
Tht's th thnq tht's lacking .
Why ?
Why cnt you just trust tht i cn take care of myself , i cn choose th right things .
Eoy , i studied .
At first , you scolded me for nt studying .
Bt hey , i've been studying ok .
It's just tht you didnt see it for urself .
& you just concluded tht i haven't been studying .
You said tht , everday i come hm , i'll be using th computer .
Bt , i didnt .
Ask th maid, she say i neh use right ?
Been studying right ?!
& , mayb i'm being bias .
I dont like her .
Bt seriously . Are you all pampering her too much ?
She do so many ridiculous things .
& both of you didnt even utter a single word .
It's th BOTH OF YOU tht teach me not to lie on th table .
Thn whn she lie , i complain , you all neh say anythnq .
EH, WTF is this lah .
Hais , i just hope tht everything will be fine someday . soon .
Ay , having serious headache .
Go rest awhile .
I purposely put black colour de , not got anything wrong ah .