Sunday, June 1, 2008
Okays , i've decided t blog :D
Nono .
Is . I've finally got time t blog :DDD
Will be a long post .
So if not interested , neh mind :D
MONDAY ;
Went sch for Guides :D
Practised dance .
It wasn't good yet D:
So sad cn . JIAYOUS alrights !
Clarice was late .
For like 15min i thnk .
She came , & we continued dancing(:
Went hm after slacking :D
Chatted with Anthony Kor on msn & made a new friend .
Sms-ed till late night .
Or shud i say , midnite .
TUESDAY ;
Hmm .
Went sch too .
Same thnq , dance .
Practise , practise & practise .
Time's up , slacked , went hm :D
Smsed him .
WEDNESDAY ;
Went sch as usual .
Thn found out , nd pick branches .
& its by . Tmr .
So planned t pick w Melissa nuer, Samantha mummy & Valerie mei .
Venue ; Punggol park
Time ; 10am
Time ; 10am
Same old thing , prac dance , had some new steps though :D
Which is a good thing :DDD
End , slack , home , Sms.
THURSDAY ;
Met mel , went park .
Waited thr .
No oneeeeee .
Pick abit .
Waited .
Bought drinks .
Decided not t wait anymor .
Coz thy wont b so late de .
We knw de .
Hah .
Thn pick .
Guessed so . Thy thought meet at bw first -.-
So we picked , rained whn at toilet .
Thn dont care , walked in th rain :DDD
Drenched .
Ate bao .
Hah . Melissa nuer & i thnk tht thr's something wrong w th bao -.-
Haaa .
Thn went bck sch .
All wet .
Alot ppl still in canteen -.-
Thn ltr.
Prac dance .
OMG .
So not niceeeeeee !
I mean , still cn improve alot lurhh !
I have a Boyfriend :D
& tht's Clarice!
Prac prac prac .
Slack, went hm .
Thought bout alot of things thru th night .
FRIDAY ;
Went sch ,.
We prac dance on stage .
Boyfriend go sarawak D:
Saw Teacer Desmond & Mehmeh+Giraffe & company . Hah :D
Saw Xavier daddy, EdmundPhua, Jeremy & Jesper too .
Thy got BB , thn Xavier daddy got taekwando[sp].
Dance , tired .
WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Thy still cn do better de .
I feel tht something's still missing , budden .
Dno wht laaaa !
Our sec 2s de .
Deprove also lurhh ! D:
Aww .
Heaven , help us PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
SATURDAY ;
Went cousin's hse .
BORINGGGGG !
Played with baby cousin .
He use laptop :DD
Thn i thr watching also lurhh .
He dno , i help him .
Dinner-ed .
Ate only veg plus rice plus soup .
Ate bittergourd & th dno wht veg xD
Anw it's a Green Leafy Vegetable :DD
He sms-ed me .
Told him i eat dinner first .
Thn after tht .
Ask him if we cn just b friends ?
He asked me if i reali wanted this way .
& i said yes .
Coz . I reali couldn't find th love .
I didn't mean t hurt you if i did .
I'm sorry .
TV-ed , went hm .
SUNDAY ;
NO TUTION !
YAYYYYYYYYYY !
One wk break only D:
Better thn nothing rights ?
Haaas .
Went out .
To Waigong's hse .
Lunch-ed thr , chatted .
Went SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG!
But neh buy my things D:
Ay , it's okay lurhh .
Long time neh go shop le .
Got go , veh good liaos .
Came bck hm , lied on bed .
TIREDDDDDDDD!
Rested , dinner-ed , bath-ed , Tv-ed , ROT-ED , & COM-ing :D
ohyes . & i sms-ed Samson darlingS :DDD
Coz finally mei not using .
& i'm here t blog :DDD
It's Monday alr =/
& i've t wake early tml laaa !
Or shud i say , ltr .
But i'm not tired ehh .
Though its just a few days , bt i cn feel tht .
You're reali making an effort t make our long stronger .
I really loved you .
Bt probably it was just . A mistake ?
Bt i love you as a friend alright .
I'm sorry .
If i've hurt you . Deeply or not .
But t tell you th truth .
I'm actually hurting too .
I've thought about it .
On Thursday night .
I sat on my bed , listening t music , & of course .
Thinking bout wht happened between you & me .
Alot of things went thru my mind . Alot .
As i was thinking , i was also .
Crying . Idk why .
I felt like crying , i felt . Uncomforable .
I wish i had someone t talk t .
But i didn't want t bother anyone .
& i was thinking .
If we were reali meant for each other , if we shud b tgt .
You treated me good . I knw it .
You loved me right ? i knw it too .
But sorry .
I dont . i dont hav th feelings thr .
At first , whn i agreed , i didn't hav th feelings too .
But you told me , we could knw each other better after tht , & we did .
But idk why .
I suddenly felt tht . I dont reali love you ?
I mean . as in bgr .
I was asking myself .
If i reali love you ? Or am i just deceiving both you & me ?
I thought reali long .
At th start of this relationship , i told myself , i must & i will .
Keep it long . At least longer thn my past .
Bt it seems tht i'm wrong .
Although i dont thnk tht tht was love between me & my ex ?
Bt we lasted for 1mth+ .
I expected us . To last longer .
Bt . I just couldn't get it on .
I cried .
I cried alot . Frm ard 11-12+ .
You may thnk i'm just exaggerating or wht .
Bt its true .
I received a sms .
& i knew it was you .
i didnt dare look at it .
I dont dare t face you , & i didnt knw how .
You treated me so good .
I saw ur msg, replied .
Because i didn't want you t feel tht .
I'm treating you cold alr .
I wan t tell you some other day .
You told me tht you miss me .
My heart sank .
I'm feeling . sort of .guilty .
You , treating me so well , & tht's wht i'm going do t you .
I'm sorry .
I knw .
How many sorry-s i say , wont help , wont heal ur broken heart .
Or am i thinking too much ?
Anw , i'm just sorry bout wht happened .
Desmondchenjiaweii'msorry .
Annabel;
Hey .
I just want to tell you tht .
You're such a ****er .
Dare spam ppl blogs, thn put ur REAL name dwn lah .
Use other ppl name spam .
You cb humji lah .
Please lah , everyone knws tht you're th fake annabel for goodness sake .
Tht's all :DDD
Goodbyes .
JIAYAN`